Selflessly-Selfish
When in need of a place to go, I've turned to here. If you ever need someone to talk to, someone to relate to, I'm here. No matter what. I'm just trying to help those even though I cannont help myself. <3
| Disorder | Your Score |
|---|---|
| Major Depression: | High |
| Dysthymia: | High |
| Bipolar Disorder: | Slight |
| Cyclothymia: | Moderate |
| Seasonal Affective Disorder: | Extremely High |
| Postpartum Depression: | N/A |
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I hate,
that I have all these fellas that legitimately have a desire to be with me.
God knows why, I have no idea, and have yet to figure that out.
However the one fella whom wants nothing to do with me,
is the one I want to be mine.
I wish I didn’t feel this way, because I deserve to be wanted.
I deserve to feel loved in the same manner of love that I would give.
I deserve to feel happiness.
So why is it that I choose to go for the fella whom obtains little interest in me.
I’m torturing myself, and I know it.
Maybe it’s because we used to be. I was your babygirl, your love, your dear, your hun, your sweetheart, your girlfriend.
I just want ‘us’ back, that’s all.
& I’m doing everything I can to have you back.
I hate this. The fact that I’m trying, and you don’t even seemingly care.
Is it worth it? All this pain, all this heartache. Is it worth it, this attempt at happiness.
I need your reassurance.
(Source: sleeplessmiss)
"Poor little misunderstood baby, no-one likes a sad face, but I can’t remember life without him. I think I did have good days."
- Maria Mena
(Source: sleeplessmiss)
